Sep 29, 2008

Emotional and mentally hard day

I went to the hospital with Debbie and visited with Donna. This is my first time I've met her. It sucks that I met her after the accident, but she was happy to have visitors.

We decided to go to the cafeteria to get something to eat while Donna tried to nap before the doctor was scheduled to come in. We were down there for about 15 minutes, when Donna called and said she wanted us to come back up there because a doctor came in.

We get back up to her room and there is a wound specialist there hovering over Donna. He saw us come in and turned around to introduce himself to us. When he moved, is when I almost broke down.

The wound specialist was cleaning Donna's wound on her stomach. I assumed there was going to be some stitches from the emergency c-section they did, but I was wrong. There, I saw this very large hole in her stomach full of tissue and blood, where the baby used to be. They were unable to stitch the wound because of problems. They have to come in and clean it a few times a day to keep it from getting infected. I was so shocked seeing her like that.

I know the guy that caused the accident, and every time I think about it, I just want to go to his house and hurt him like he hurt Donna. I couldn't imagine being in a car accident like that and losing my baby. I felt horrible sitting with her while she's going through the loss of her baby and be sitting there being healthy and still pregnant.

When we left, I was really quiet and Debbie tried to make me feel better about it. I haven't been able to get the picture out of my head.


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