May 2, 2014
I'm taking my Grampa's death way too hard.
It's been almost two months and I'm still in denial that he's gone.
I still wait for his phone calls.
I missed his call to me on my birthday. He always called me the day before because he wanted to be the first to say "Happy birthday" to me.
My aunt has been sending me small packages, mostly pictures. I find myself crying uncontrollably while going through them. I have 3 boxes I still have not touched.
I don't have the energy.
Posted by Nikki Brown at 5:38 AM